GEORGIANA'S BLOG

2009-10-12T18:30:00.000-07:00

Came back from Cambodia on Sat.I miss Cambodia!I hope we could stay there longer!Days passes by real quickly when you enjoyed yourself.so sad!I miss the kids.I miss them so so much!I miss the days teaching the kids.

I've definitely learnt alot from this trip!I'm once again renewed!God has taught me many things.I've overcome the fear that I once have.God has amazed me so much!God has led me THROUGHOUT! (;

PRAISE GOD FOR EVERYTHING!Without Him, I am NOTHING!(;
Let this passion and fire keep burning in me!(:

2009-10-02T11:01:00.000-07:00

God, I shall hold on to Your promise.If You tell me that I can, I CAN!
I shall exercise 100% faith in You!(;

2009-08-27T15:16:00.000-07:00

laptop's back (;

Exams in 2 weeks time!
I need to do well.I NEED and I MUST!!
i really want to do well.
But i seems to get distracted so easily nowadays.
God, please give me the discipline to study.
bye people!
Most probably will come back when exams over!

SEE YOU!

friends, do keep me in prayers in the meantime!Thanks!(;

2009-08-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

Let me post something to encourage you before going to school. (:

"God offers help for today and hope for the future. UNWAVERING confidence in God is our ANTIDOTE for FEAR and LONELINESS."

SCHOOL EVENT
The school event was fun and enjoyable as I like to watch dances(definitely NOT clubbing kind of dance, but hip-hop and other styles).

Met up with Shermin ytd!Its like FINALLY!!well-spent (;
Really HAPPY that we can meet up!TOTALLY AWESOME!!you know you will always be in my heart!LOVE YOU!(;

ok, will update more.gotta go school now!see you!(:

2009-07-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today's parade was good!
We had a great time together.
God has made everything run smoothly. (;
Glad to have a closer relationship with the girls.
Game was AWESOME!
After the parade, we washed the mat.It was HUGE and HEAVY!Its really hard to wash.Especially when all of them are girls.It really train our muscles. But, this has really bonded us together!Although its tough, but we still had a good time laughing together, helping one another!

God is GOOD! (;

2009-07-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

It havent been a good week for me.Lots of things running in my mind these few days.
I can only trust in Him to guide and lead me through.

My problem is nothing to God.
My God is BIG and my problems are small to Him.
I guess ONLY He knows how I feel NOW.
Lord, I can only count on You.
Lord, hold on to me tightly. I know You are.
Lord, help me to be stronger.
This is my prayer for now.

*GIANA, YOU CAN DO IT!*

2009-07-16T22:21:00.000-07:00

I like this picture (;
Anyways, i feel that my friendship with sujia has gone up to another level.HAPPY!!That day group mates came to my house for the 'self-cooking lesson'.It was a good experience except for the fact that it was already 1plus in the morning.We were all dead beat.can you imagine?we need to travel from CCK-farmart-zoo-singapore flyers-my house. IT WAS REALLY TIRING!real TIRING!But I enjoyed myself.We need to video ourselves cooking.COOL right? HAHAHA!!

Having 4 late nights consecutively. *yawns*
I guess my body can't handle the stress I'm currently holding.Having so many projects and other things to do.I'm bushed and sick. Went to visit a doctor just now. My day was spent sleeping and eating medicines. It was good though! Finally had a good rest.

Have been feeling so sick and tired of things around me recently. I dont know why. I feel that its really hard to have real friendships WHEREVER you are. H.A.R.D. I dont understand why friends can smile and joke with you today, and dont really feel like talking to you another day. I missed the days joking together and laughing whole-heartedly. Maybe i am being overly-sensitive. I dont know..........

2009-07-07T10:17:00.000-07:00

Praise God that I've managed to finish doing the brochure.Its not as easy as I thought! Anyways, I will update more when my exams and projects are OVER!I'm gonna start mugging on OA tmr!(;

I've got new RED CROCS!Its name is Olivia.I LOVE IT!(:

2009-06-30T23:20:00.000-07:00

In every situations, in fact EVERY MOMENT, God is there with you.Have faith and trust that He is there with you!

I'm really happy that relationships are built or went up another level.I pray that this friendship will not die off easily, but will continue to go up to the next level.

PRAISE God for everything and anything!

School's reopening soon!There's good and bad sides. Bad is because i can't wake up late anymore and also to face all the tests, exams, projects ); BUT, i can get to see nisa and the rest!woohoo!~~ I MISS ALL THE LAUGHTERS!!! Dewi is always my laughing partner and i always LOVE to hook on her.HAHAHA!!Hope to see them real soon! (;

*once again RENEWED by God!

2009-06-20T11:10:00.000-07:00

Days in Seremban was AWESOME!!! Once again, i'm renewed. I've learnt alot from God throughout the 4 days camp. something that really captured my heart is: "God is good all the times, all the times God is good!". It rhymes so well too right?HAHA! I want to be a postman for God too! God has showed me alot in this camp. He showed me some of His plans and I'm really happy. I want to obey Him!The pastor said: "Its easy to listen to God, but its hard to obey." Thats very true.

In our life, sometimes God may prompt you to share to this person.But you may procrastinate or even say that that's not from God.We try to deceive ourselves. -you see, its so easy to hear God, but we will try all ways to deceive ourselves because we wouldnt want to obey or find it hard to obey.BUT, why do we need to find it hard to obey?God gives you this prompting is because He knows that you can do it.In the bible, it said that God wont give you anything that is beyond your limit.Sometimes, it is us who limit ourselves.Dont belittle yourself as God is with you.He can do anything, everything!

Some people may feel ashamed of their past.But, today God wants to tell you that He still loves you for who you are.His love is UNFAILING, EVERLASTING, FOREVER!unless you reject His love! Dont look at your past anymore and move forward!

_FOR THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH!_

2009-06-10T13:25:00.000-07:00

This week is the last week of school.cool or not cool.haha.Of Course its COOL for me!!
I've definitely enjoyed myself with the group of people in school.All the laughters!!!!Its really nice to have fun people around you.It makes my ITE life better.really!

Monday went Orchard with Nisa and Chelsea.A dress caught my eye.goodness!at first we thought 2 dresses for 20bucks.Then we happily get the dresses and try them on.When we've got the size and wanted to pay, the person say its 24.95bucks.Oh man!We were like......SO EX for that kind of material!we felt very disappointed!VERY!The dress i got was so nice/beautiful/awesome.If they ever drop the price to10bucks, i will definitely get it!But i dont think they will ever.HAHA!

Im excited for the trip to ESCAPE!But this morning shermin sms me saying that many rides had closed.Will see how.I really want to go.plus we are going on my birthday.nvm.will go and check.

Last sunday I watched the charity show on channel 8.Granny was watching so i sat down and watch with her.I felt that I've really take piano lessons for granted.I've started losing the interest of playing and practicing the piano since last year.I felt that its like a burden to me.Its a chore for me to go lesson every week.I feel that i cant play well.But from now on, i shall be serious with it.I should stop wasting all the lessons, waste the talent.not saying that im very talented in piano.But im going to start working very hard for it.I may be a piano teacher in future.I never know.

2009-06-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

I feel so weak all over now.Im down with flu, headache and cough.The doctor gave me the medicines and they are making me drowsy.Can i leave everything behind and go home to sleep?Today's gonna be a longgggg day for me.I've really regretted not taking 3days MC.The doctor asked me and i rejected.I said 1 day is enough.why did i do that?

2009-05-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

JCI EVENT

We helped out in one of the JCI event. Formal wear. We helped out with the registration.Many businessmen.Some young yet already a director. They are really successful!Whenever I'm with Nisa, I'll definitely get to take many pics with her.haha.

EVM project
For the event, im the mascot.We are still half-done with the mascot.I LOVE MY TEAM MATES!They are all FUN people~ Here's the half-done mascot.

TRIP TO SALVATION ARMY

Went to Salvation Army on Tuesday for project. yes, project again. I think Salvation Army is quite interesting.You will get to see many costumes from your mummy's generation.Isnt it cool?hehe. 1more day to go.Im excited.

Look at the wedding gown, its quite old.But i think its quite beautiful.

2009-05-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

We had EVM at language room.Our event is this saturday.I'm feeling both nervous and excited.What mixed feelings I have.This is my EVM team mates. (;

Webcam-ed with Shermin on mon night.HAHAHHA!!!Really enjoyed myself chatting with her.As you can see, SHE LOVES ME!!!hahahha!!!(:

2009-05-23T22:59:00.000-07:00

This is my dog.Isnt it cute?As i've promised nisa to show her my dog, here it is.Isnt he CUTE?!?!?!?!

2009-05-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

It hurts to see things turn out this way.

"I want to know God's thoughts; the rest are details." -Albert Einstein

2009-05-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

everything's just gonna be fine. Little me with MIGHTY Jesus, I CAN DO IT!!!!

My group's event is coming up.We are left with a few weeks only.so little time, so many things to do.

but why should we afraid?Our group is so strong with Nisa's 'cute and funny' encouragements(the words/sentences aren't funny, but nisa's expression is FUNNY!HAHAHHAH!!!). but i still want to thank nisa for her encouragements. Dewi always bring us back whenever we go out of point.you know what? WE ALWAYS GET OUT OF THE TOPIC.hahahhaah...Sujia loves to laugh at me and i dont know why?!?! I enjoy being with my group mates, with my classmates (;

ok, gotta go and find sponsors for our event.see you peeps! (;

*I may not be pretty, but i yearn for a beautiful heart!

2009-05-08T19:30:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY! (;

I LOVE MY FAMILY!I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM!(;

random: I'M SO HAPPY THAT IM GOING CELL GROUP IN A FEW HOURS TIME! IM EXCITED TO MEET MY GROUP MEMEBERS!(:

2009-05-04T23:10:00.000-07:00

This month gonna be a BUSY month for me.
projects....projects....projects....
oh man!Other than project, there's so many other things to do.God, help me.
On a lighter note, SAT was FANGYU's birthday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Our Birthday Girl-FANGYU

*i love my small grp peeps.

2009-04-29T20:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so worn out.I just feel that time's not enough for me.why is everyday so filled with so many things?Anyways, today i had a fun time in class.Talking and laughing with my group mates.Our class gonna have an outing!We are gonna have chalet with costume party.wait wait wait.costume party?!?YES, COSTUME PARTY!I guess its gonna be fun?once in a lifetime?hehe.really had great time laughing with sujia, dewi they all.especially our innocent class treasurer, nisa.She is really innocent and her actions are funny.When i said, lets dress like power rangers.she suddenly shouted, i want to be purple!HAHAHAHA!!anyways, is there a purple power ranger?i thought there's only pink, yellow, blue, green?I forgot the rest.But in my memory, i dont remember there's a purple power ranger.

God is gracious.
I'm so looking forward to friday.no school.settlers.WHOOOOOO!!!! (;

2009-04-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hey people, i will upload the pictures asap.When i've got the time, i will upload all the pics to facebook? (; or else my blog will be flooded with pics.HAHHAHA.

Sat's sermon was really powerful.I want Holy spirit to fill me FULLY, not partially!God is good.and He always is.I really thank God for placing so many cool people in my life.really!Thank God for my sis, Theresa, Emeline, Tsueyzhen, Fangyu, Doreen, Shimin, Damien, Ryan, Trevor, Joel, Qien, Sarah, andy and sis nana in my life.These people had brought so much laughters, joy in my life.Thank you all.I'm really happy to see tsueyzhen, damien and shimin start to pick up.Its really an indescrible joy. Huge encouragement!Thank you!All of you really play a BIG part in my life!

Tsueyzhen:Thank you for always being there for me.i know you care for me.i'm not sure whether you read my blog, but i would like to thank you for all the care and concern.Seeing you starting to pick up spiritually really encourages me.Continue to hold on to God's promises.Continue to trust in Him and know that no matter what, He still LOVE YOU!In any circumstances, look up to Him.Seek Him first. (; I love you and i care for you.work hard!(;

damien:Hey damien, thank you for always being there to cheer me up!you never fails to do so.really!Thank you!(; seeing you starting to pick up also make me happy and encouraged!I'm really happy for you and tsueyzhen.now, we know that we can depend on one another.So, whatever problems we face, let's share to each other.Let's keep each other in prayers.The three of us shall support each other.no matter what, always rmb that i care for you and tsueyzhen.I will be there to support you.why?because you are my bro!(; thanks bro for everything!

Fangyu:fangyu, i know you always read my blog.thank you!to me, you are really a nice girl!generous and innocent.haha.dont forget what i tell you on sat.always pray before you do anything.ask God to take aways all worries and panicks.He can and He will!Always hold on to Him.I really thank God for you, sister.You are always so thoughtful.You never fail to make me feel loved by you.hehehe.thank you thank you thank you.i know that i can count on you.and dont forget, you can count on me too!(;

Emeline:ohhhhh...this girl here is NICE!hey emeline, thank you for all the love you've given me.Always rmb that im there for you.I love you, sis.Thank you for your perseverance in God.you know that He is always there.sometimes you may not see the result you expected.but you know what?God's plan is always better than our own human plans right?yes, RIGHT!hahaha.thank you for all the gifts you've blessed me.thank you sis!you've always been a blessing to me!thank you!(: God is always there with you and for you.Ask and you shall receive.but rmb that time we discussed?never be too focusing on the result.because we know that God will definitely bless us.Its just a matter of time. (; HAVE FAITH AND HOLD ON TO HIS WORDS!(;

Doreen: hey doreen, thank you for all the cheerfulness.one crazy girl.hahaha.someone who loves to take pics.but who dont?anyways, i hope that everything will go well for you in your new school.always look up to God in every situations.whether you are happy or sad or crazy.hahaha.God is always with you, listening to you.thank God for all the blessings you've blessed me!anyways, when's our small group outing?????hahahhaa.Continue to grow in the Lord, allowing the Holy Spirit to fill you FULLY! (;

Shimin:really happy to see you feeling God's presence so strongly once again.I pray that you will continue to trust in God, communicating with Him daily and have faith in Him.Always rmb that God is good and He is always there for you.continue to grow in the Lord.Everything that happens in school, tell God.He will settle all these for you. He will help you. He will give you strength.So, seek Him first.Hold on to Him.always rmb that God is there with you, supporting you, loving you.so do i!(;

Thank God for all these people.Thank God for all the encouragements. (;

2009-04-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i wish i can be a baby for a day.I can sleep WHEREVER and WHENEVER i want.

-i'm deprive of sleep-

2009-04-15T20:05:00.000-07:00

(the SCARIEST eye i've ever seen!)

(check out her new hairstyle!)

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親愛なる主、私はあなたが私のためにしたall the事に感謝する。
生命その決して容易な生活。人々によって愛されることその決して容易。
私は私がh.booの近くのhを見る時はいつでも受け入れることは難しいと思う!
彼が私のための1才でなければ、神は感じを取り去る。
私はLord.Because感謝するあなただけそれをする機能を有する。だけ私の中心を直すことができる。
主は、これらの数日私のために容易ではない。主は働き易くであって下さい人々であるために、私のクラスメートを変える。堅い生命私があなたによってが唯一の本当の神であるYou.Becauseにしがみつくことを選ぶが一方で私が主あなたのための生きている証明があるのを助けなさい! 私に強さを与えるのはである!
それはである私に常に変わらない愛を与える。私がであるかだれのための私を愛するのはである。私に慰めを与えるのはである。それはこと助け私すっかりである。私はあなたが私を与えたall the天恵に主感謝する。私がYou.Lordのような多くがあるのを助けなさい形成しなさい。私は喜んでである。私は喜んでである。私は喜んでである。私は私にサポートを与えるそこに常にTheresaに主感謝する。私は私のsisに私のナンセンスを聞くために主愛するために私と、私を賛美するように私をあるために、常にそこに感謝する。私はsisのnanaに主私をそこに支えることいるために感謝する。私は主感謝する! 全く優雅な神である! 主ありがとう! 希望の私のもとである。 (:
*I愛

사랑해요.

Ti amo.

Ik houd van u.

イエス・キリストは私を私が知っているこれ愛する聖書のために私にそう言う少しは彼への私属する私は弱いが、彼は強いはいイエス・キリストは私を、はいイエス・キリスト愛する私を、はいイエス・キリスト愛する私を愛する聖書は私にそう告げる。

2009-04-13T12:01:00.000-07:00

I'm ELATED and EXCITED to see S later!
yays!yays!yays!
most probably we'll be having STEAMBOAT later!yums yums yums!

2009-04-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today we watched 'Passion Of Christ'.It really hurts me to see how Christ has been crucified, or i would use the word 'pains' me.God has really show me what true love is all about.
True love isnt self-centred at all.It is all time round, not when you like it then you show, if not you dont.
God, i thank You for Your Amazing Grace.
I thank You for dying on the cross for me and my friends.
I thank You for loving me even when there are times i've neglected You.
Lord, right now, im gonna be serious with You.real serious.
I cannot imagine the pains You've suffered.I cant imagine the days when end time comes.Now, if a needle pricks our finger, we'll feel that its quite painful.or a hammer dropped on our feet.BUT, you know how much pain God has suffered just to wash away all of our sins?It's way much much much much more than this.
Thank You Lord for all the sacrifices!You are indeed an AWESOME GOD!thank You so much!
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Jesus loves me this i know
For the bible tells me so
Little ones to Him belong
They are weak, but He is strong
Yes Jesus loves me, yes Jesus loves me, yes Jesus loves me
The bible tells me so.

2009-04-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

just got these pics not long ago.i miss shermin!!!!!

today was talking about comparison with Theresa.
The conversation has really boost up my confidence!
It isnt about any person is better than me or to compare myself with others all the time.
everybody has different abilities, different strengths.
comparison may be good, but if you overdo it, it will be unhealthy.
i may not be good at the things you are good at, but you may not be good at the things im good at.
so, i should thinking that im not good enough.
life isnt easy, but i shall not give up!
tsueyzhen once told me that she feel loved when i care for her.
same goes for me.when you care for me, i feel loved!
and, i always care for all the girls in the small group.
i may not know how to show it out, but i hope your can feel it!(;

she cares and love me!i know!(; thank you so much!(;

2009-04-08T23:12:00.000-07:00

just read shermin's blog.
SHERMIN, I AM VERY VERY VERY HAPPY THAT YOU LOVE YOUR NEW SCHOOL SO MUCH!!!!!(from the bottom of my heart).
on the other hand, im sad that we wont get to meet to go classes together anymore,to eat lor guo tiao together, to go toilet together, to laugh crazily together, to go subway after school together!!!
but im really happy that you love your new school so much!
i rmb the 1st day we met each other.i was the one who took the initiative to talk to you.hahaha
AND, the best part is we thought bobby was a china guy!HAHAHAHHA!!!
all these good memories we had, i will never forget!really!you are really a nice person!although your temper kind of bad.but i still love you!(;
hope to meet up soon!!
*i miss shermin ); *

2009-04-01T10:53:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GROW STRONGER IN GOD!(;

2009-04-01T10:45:00.000-07:00

Lord, this post is dedicated to You!
YES!YOU ONLY!!! (;
Lord, i really really really PRAISE YOU for the results!although its not a huge improvement, but it really encourages me to study harder and do even better!(;
God, IM ALREADY VERY HAPPY!but, i will even harder to fulfill my GOAL!
Lord, its really amazing for my results to improve!I DID STUDY HARD FOR THIS EXAM!!
but, i know i can do better in Marketing if my CA is not her.
anw, Lord, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
You've worked so mightily in my life!Its never easy to memorise all the chapters,but it is You who gives me wisdom and strength to do it!THANK YOU!!((;

2009-03-23T15:40:00.000-07:00

I TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot.AND I LOVE YOU alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot.

i dont care abt your past.I truly cares for your NOW and FUTURE.

seeing God being so real in our lives.seeing how God encouraged us.seeing how God work in our lives.seeing how we encouraged each other.seeing how we treasure each other.seeing how we love each other.seeing how close we are to each other.seeing how much we share to each other(we shared almost EVERYTHING!).seeing how much we cared for each other.seeing how genuine we are to each other.I LOVE YOU, my friend.i pray that God will continue to add on to us.i pray that God will give us more love and that the love can flow through us to the people ard us.I THANK YOU LORD FOR BLESSING ME SUCH AN AWESOME SIS!Theresa, thank you for everything!(;

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God, youare so true.You are so true.Thank You for all the wonderful works in my life.Lord, use me, mold me to be like You.Lord, You are my ROLEMODEL!God, its You who gave me strength!Lord, thank You for all the encouragements!i cannot imagine my life without You, really!THANK YOU LORD!Thank You for all the people ard me.Thank You Lord for people who love me, thank You Lord for people who dont love me.Thank You Lord for people who treasure me.Thank You Lord for people who dont treasure me.Thank You Lord for the air i breathe.Thank You Lord for the people who encouraged me.Thank You Lord for all the people in my life.Thank You Lord for my family salvation(THANK YOU!).Thank You Lord for building me.Thank You Lord for the confidence.Thank You Lord for my education.Thank You Lord for my SIS!!Thank You Lord for everything.

God, i really thank You for giving me the strength and courage to talk to people, to speak into their lives.Lord, without You, i wont be the GEORGIANA i am today.
PRAISE YOU LORD!

2009-03-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. -isaiah40:31

Do not be discouraged, for God is with you.
He will renew your strength and let you persevere on.
He is your support.
He is your strength.
He is your joy.
Man may not understand you, but God does.
CHEER UP!CHEER UP!CHEER UP!!!!!

HOLIDAY!!!!(;

2009-03-10T16:45:00.000-07:00

After sentosa, at vivo.

SENTOSA

MY EXAMS OVER!!!!!YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so HAPPY and RELIEVED!!!!!!(;

2009-03-05T15:42:00.000-08:00

I'm currently feeling very tired and stress.Exams starting on monday and there's still seems so much to study and memorise.IM TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!!Help me, God!!There seems a big serious problem with my body clock.i cant sleep at night and i kept turning left and right from 12plus to 3AM /4AM.This is bad..REAL BAD!!My brain cant seems to function well in the day.i want to sleep early and i forced myself to bed at an earlier timing.But STILL, i cant sleep..I need to have enough sleep in order for my brain to function well.FOR YOUR INFO, i need lots of sleep in order for my whole body to function properly.hahaha..and i can sleeep for LONGGGG hours!!(; that's me!

People, please please please pray for me.i need WISDOM, STRENGTH, ENERGY to study.THANK YOU!(;

2009-03-02T18:44:00.000-08:00

Today's Monday and im still missing my sissy..booooo!!!!!!4 more days to go and she will be back.This time round it seems like a long trip to me.It seems like MONTHS! Im not kidding.Maybe its bcos many things had happened at one go and i've dont have her with me and listen to me.When she's back, i'll probably FLOOD her with my 'xin shi'!This few days, my relationship with God has gone even closer.Maybe its bcos many things had happened and i find it hard to bear all myself.He became my LISTENER.really....These few days, had been telling God everything, how i feel...I just pour out EVERYTHING TO HIM, crying like a mad girl in front of Him! That feeling was great! I just cant take it anymore and just BOOM everything out!God is always FAITHFUL!He never leaves me, neither will He to you.PRAISE GOD FOR EVERYTHING!(;

2009-02-27T10:44:00.000-08:00

i miss my sis.....i hope she enjoyed herself there!(;
My hand's aching like mad... );

BON VOYAGE

2009-02-26T10:28:00.000-08:00

My sis's going to hongkong today.I'm gonna miss her sooooooooo much!I dont know why.Each time any of my family member's going overseas, i will be very worried.Worried about their safety and their health.hahahah...i sound like an 'lao aunty'!hehehe..gonna revise for my exams.I'm having my exams on 9 and 10March.Readers, pls keep me and my sis in prayers!I need lots of wisdom and memory.Thank you!(;
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Dear Lord Jesus, i hand up my sis up into Your Loving hands.Lord, i thank Youfor blessing her this opportunity to hongkong for a holiday. Father, i pray that You'll bless her good health.Lord, send Your angels to protect my sis.guide her everywhere she go.I pray that she will fly to hongkong safely and reach Singapore safely.I thank You Lord, In Jesus name i ask and pray, AMEN!

2009-02-25T19:15:00.000-08:00

Blood donation today
the results turn out to be BAD!!
the nurse who did the thingy for me is a new staff.She put the needle to the wrong place??Thus, there isnt much blood flowing out.sad..She kept adjusting the needle..rubbing alot of alcohol swaps on the needle area..after much tries, the blood still didnt flow out.Another nurse came over, wear a pair of gloves and rub the alcohol on the area and adjust again..still cannot..another nurse came over..adjust the needle, STILL CANNOT!!!!they did that for so many times =x i was feeling a little giddy by then. i was like:God....what happened??help me help me..let the blood flow out..At last, another nurse came over and check.she say cannot alr, must take the needle out.The tube's blocked.my blood has alr hardened in the tube.so, she took out the needle and everything.She kept saying sorry to me bcos the new nurse poke the needle at the wrong place-.- now, there's bruise on my hand.Its painful ); The nurse applied some cream on my hand and she gave me 5 of that cream.boo!!!bad experience!BUT, i will still go for blood donation (;

2009-02-19T11:46:00.000-08:00

God, please direct and guide me.
I desperately need Your guidance.
Thank You Lord. (;

2009-02-18T16:56:00.000-08:00

Shermin baked cupcakes for us!!!DELICIOUSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! thank you so so much!!thanks for the small note on the cupcake.I think the funniest part is 'RONG MO MO'(sujia)!hahhahaha..seriously..its funny.
Shermin, you can open a bakery shop and sell your cupcakes and blackforest cake!(;

LOVE YOU

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2009-02-16T22:46:00.000-08:00

sometimes i really dont know who to turn to

2009-02-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

Today school was alright.I've got a flower from S.Thanks for knowing what flowers i like. (; im touched.really...

2009-02-11T10:32:00.000-08:00

Do you actually know that if you donate blood, you can save THREE people? yes, THREE!!!!!
At first i thought only can save 1 person.In the end, is 3 people leh!!
people, if you've got enough blood, go and donate!hahahaha...
3 people leh!!!!!!!!!when i was at the polyclinic waiting for my turn to go in, i watched the tv.It shows how important our blood is to many people.There's actually alot of people who needs our blood.DONATE NOW!!

If you are scared, dont worry.Its not painful at all.Just dont look at the needle.hahaah...Im so excited and nervous for my 2nd donation.Excited because i can save 3 people!!!Nervous because im scared of the testing of my blood part.They prick my finger to test the blood.Very painful.But my friends say not pain.so, maybe my finger's fragile.hahahhahahha...

2009-02-10T21:21:00.000-08:00

gonna wear my specs again!My left eye has been giving me problems );

Its always make my left eye red and uncomfortable.BOO!!

Tmr's bowling day.YAYS!!i hope it will be fun.Its always nice to spend time with friends, playing and have fun together.

2009-02-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

i'm so contented right now.
i had SUBWAY for dinner.SUBWAY's my FAVOURITE!!!!sis bought for me.i love her.ok, get this right! I didnt say i love her just because she bought me subway.BUT, she is really a nice person.I LOVE HER!!! she always give in to me and im really touched by that.always being there for me, lending me her ears.really.not everybody get to have this kind of relationship with their siblings, and im so blessed to have such a heartwarming sister.I really treasure this relationship.I DO I DO I DO!(;

Everywhere we go, we will meet different kinds of people.Sadly to say, many a times, we will get to meet the 'not so friendly' type of people.people who wear a mask wherever he/she goes.(please be true to yourself and to others.B'cos if you're not, eventually your true self will be out. You can't wear mask forever, right?)

I'm very happy to see the relationship between the 3 of us are getting closer!I see my relationship with Shermin growing.I see my relationship with sujia growing.I see my friendship with my classmates growing makes me HAPPY! (;

Dear God, i want to have a heart committed to You.

WHAT'S COOL?

2009-02-08T09:38:00.000-08:00

cool ISNT smoking

cool ISNT clubbing

cool ISNT on drugs

cool ISNT gambling

cool ISNT sleeping around before marriage

cool ISNT scolding vulgarities

cool ISNT fighting

so, what is cool to me??

cool IS reading God's word

cool IS having a closer relationship with God

cool IS being friendly towards people

cool IS being courteous

cool IS doing your Masterlife for 12 weeks without fail

cool IS doing what is righteous

cool IS being honest

cool IS being responsible

cool IS being yourself and not being a copy

after reading this, are you cool or un-cool? (;

2009-02-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking and reflecting.WHAT IS THE GOAL OF MY LIFE?
I really dont know.Seeing all my friends having goals in their life envys me.At least they know what they want and work towards the goal.hat about me?I really dont know what i want.Its really hard for me to do well when i dont know what is my goal.Where do i work towards?I dont want to live aimlessly.

*God, please show me.

2009-02-02T20:31:00.000-08:00

ATTITUDES

your attitude determines who you really are.

I've tolerated so much........and i had it enough.No more.

2009-01-23T02:26:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY

went out with daddy and mummy to bugis to get new year stuffs.
very HAPPY!!
did manicure and pedicure.its VERY crowded!but, i still managed to get a seat when i got in.dad was generous.at first i only want to do pedi, bcos i think my toe nails are very ugly.haha.but in the end, dad gave me 60bucks to do both.was super touched and i msged them to thank them.hehe. *smiling happily*
after that, we went to the shopping mall and get dad's clothings.he got 1 pink top which i think is SUPER NICE and i seldom think guys wear pink top is nice.normally, i think its abit gay.but, this time round it really changed my view. 1 red top which i think is SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE(bcos i chose this for him).both tops from G2000.i got sis a white top from G2000 too.she needs it for her graduation day.hehe.i guess i can wear for GB full-U day!(; (yi ju liang de)-kill 2 birds with a stone.

FRIDAY

I've been calling the contact len shop daily bcos the person ask me to do so.plus i was very nervous.I DONT WANT TO WEAR MY NERD SPECS on CNY!NO NO NO!!!and people had been asking me why i've been wearing specs.the person told me that if friday dont have means dont have.and the possibility is kind of high?so, i prayed to God daily whenever i call the shop.days past and my contact lens still not here.FINALLY, i called today and the person say:yup, its here. of course, when i heard that, i told the person with an excited tone:"OK!I'll pick them up either today or tmr".haha.when i put down the phone, i ran to dad and say:" PA, MY CONTACT LENS ARE HERE!!PRAISE GOD!!" hahahaha..i was super happy lah.im so going to collect them tmr!!!and damien's coming to my hse tmr to cut my grandma's hair.my grandma has been asking me when damien's coming over to cut her hair.i think she will be very happy when damien comes tmr!(; thanks dammy!(;

2009-01-12T02:29:00.000-08:00

My eye's having infection.
i guess the little amount of sleep i had has played a part in it too.
Dad gave me the permission not to go school today (;
I'm rushing my projects like mad.
i dont understand and dont know how to do the milestone chart );
I NEED SLEEP!!!!seriously!
Dear God, pls give me the wisdom to do my project.
pls bless me the strength and energy i need.
im becoming more and more like a panda.
yawns.

i've been trying hard to do my best for my group project work.
i dont want to pull my group down.
i dont want to be talked back by my group mate behind my back that i didnt do much.
i guess i had given myself the extra stress.
i guess i shouldnt have pressurized myself too much.
my shoulders are getting stiffer and stiffer.
giana, you just need to put your 100% and not 150%!
i can't believe it! i'm working alot more harder than i did for my 'o'levels period.
however, the results didnt turn out good.
i guess its time for me to release bit by bit.
stressing myself too much didnt help me at all.i cant really think much when its 3/4am?
i need to give my body some rest.seriously......
God, please help me.

2009-01-11T11:00:00.000-08:00

friday i went to botanic garden for project work.The scenery there is SUPER DUPER 'woohoo'!!wait till i get pictures from shermin then i shall post them on my blog.however, i've cope some pics from shermin's blog alr.haha.here are some pics we took at the botanic garden.I love the flowers there.I love the scenery there.I love the smell there.I simply love the place!!!especially with the people whom you treasure (; my fav flower was hot pink orchid? its so NICE!!!maybe bcos my fav colour is hot pink?hehe.

shermin tay is a girl who always make me laugh.i really love her craziness at times.its funny and it really brightens up my day!(;

these white orchids are very beautiful...

you are the one who complains and explain things to me and im the one who calms you down.haha.good combi!!

this patch of green pastures really brighten up my day.so BEAUTIFUL~~

i like this jumping shot! (;

to shermin:i would like to tell you that i treasure you alot and our friendship!it's never by chance that we get to know each other.really thank God for you!(;

today went to chinatown to do my project.its a failure i guess?you know what??i cant talk in front of cameras ); oh man!whenever the camera is up, my whole mind will go BLANK.this is bad ); i need to work on this so that next time when i need to talk in front of camera, i wont be so nervous.

nowadays, my eyes are getting smaller and smaller ); my eyes has always been small and now smaller!haha.im deprived of sleep.I need to sleep early!!not that i dont want to slp early.but, recently there's project works and i've been doing research all the way till morning 3/4plus?when im doing research, time flies real fast.

tmr's O levels results coming out.people who are getting their results, dont worry!worrying wont help you.instead, look towards the positive side.if you do well, PRAISE GOD for that.but if you dont, still praise God!why did i say that?bcos, #1:God has His purpose for everything.

#2:at least you've a school to study in. *LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE, people.

ok, i shall stop here and sleep early tonight.its 11am now.good night people!(;

2009-01-05T00:42:00.000-08:00

From the previous post, i had written that yr2008 hasnt been very good for me.And, i would like to tell your that I STILL PRAISE GOD for that!I'll never know that maybe yr2008 will be worse for me.you know what, 2008 may not be that great for me.BUT, im very sure 2009 will be an exciting year for me!IM EXCITED already!God is good!He will never forsake me.

Going through some hard times may not be that bad for me.At least i've learnt something from it and pick up from there.Im sure that as long as im willing, i can do it!It can be tough, but giving up halfway is stupid.Can you imagine, i've put in hardwork and things dont go the way i expected it to be and i just give up?All these hard work will go down the drain.How abt looking at the brighter side?Focus on the things i need to do and put in hardwork!

Projects had being coming in like tsunami.how?God, pls guide me.I want to do well and get good results.I want to pull my g.p.a up!!WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD!!!!!!!!

*junjie:thank you for reading my blog faithfully.haha.i shall do that!(;

2009-01-04T23:26:00.000-08:00

a new year, a new giana.
2008 hasnt been good for me.i pray that 2009 will be a good one.
giana, NO MORE LAZINESS!!
work hard in studies!
work hard in exercising.(has been gaining weight instead of losing)
if i dont exercise, i will definitely not lose weight!OK, must lose weight before CNY!or else relatives will start the thingy again."oh ah jia, you 'fa fu liao'. thats a sad thing man! I DONT WANT!!!
SLIM DOWN!!ok, from tmr onwards, i sld do more exercise and go running.
its not gonna be easy, but PERSEVERE!!!!
these few days hasnt been good for me.God, pls help me and guide me through.let all these failures be experiences .let me learn from all my failures and work from there.
I WANT TO BE USEFUL GIANA!
i dont want to be useless.God, help me.bless me a better brain so that i can think better and memorise things well.PRAISE YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING!YOU'RE INDEED A TRUE GOD WHO ALWAYS SHOW ME HOW TRUE YOU ARE WHEN IM IN MY DARKEST MOMENT.YOU'VE LET ME SEE LIGHT, HOPE IN MY LIFE!THANK YOU LORD!(;I LOVE YOU((;

HIGHLIGHTS OF DEC 2008

YI CAMP PICS
This is our GREEN TRIBE MASCOT!!!!!

CHRISTMAS BASH

2008-12-30T22:28:00.000-08:00

im so happy that my lappy is healthy again..
yays!!can blog again (;
im sick ); its really making me feel uncomfortable.all the coughings, headache,flu,fever..
ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!
dad and mum has been taking good care of me (;
they bought herbal tea and panadols.
i've been CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES!!!!
but, i cant eat.SNN gave me MINT chocolate!!!MINT leh.i will definitely grab the chocolates and eat them up when im back to normal(;
hahahhahaha
CHRISTMAS season has really brightened up my life. *I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!(;
dec has been a busy month.but i love the busy-ness.
it helps me to feel like a human.or in fact, a useful human.
ytd and today went to mum's bkshop to help out.ok lah.i made a friend in less than 30mins.and now we're like friends who talk and laugh.haha.
time flies real fast.school is reopening soon.i dont know whether to be sad or happy.

2008-12-19T22:14:00.000-08:00

CAMP'S OVER AND IM ONCE AGAIN RENEWED BY GOD!

im refreshed by God's words.

ive learnt alot from God.Definitely a FULFILLED one!

GOD IS AWESOME!!!

if you didnt go for this camp, you had definitely loss out ALOT, i tell you.

GREEN TRIBE=AWESOME
this camp has brought me and the peeps closer.getting to know each of them better.
sharing problems with each other brings me and tz closer.thanks tz and doreen for all the encouragements!really.im so happy to know that your are supporting me.THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!(;

i pray that our relationship will get closer and closer.
i pray that we will have relationship that is as close as sisters.
people, dont forget what you've learnt from God in the camp.
apply them into your daily lives.
dont let these go down the drain.
continue to grow faith in God and get closer to Him each day.
WITH GOD, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
He gave us unconditional and unfailing LOVE.
so, let's give our best to Him!
continue to work towards it and give God your all.

HALLELUJUAH!!HALLELUJUAH!!HALLELUJUAH!!!
thank You Lord for the things i've learnt and grown to another level.(;

2008-12-10T00:39:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY
had cell group at joel's house. It was an enjoyable day!(;
Really enjoyed myself. We played boardgame. It's called 'LIFE'!
FUN FUN FUN FUN
although i didnt win, but im not the loser too.hehe.
after that, me, ryan and joel went to meet kenni they all.
we went to watch "BOLT"!!!!
NICE MOVIE (;
quite a funny show.

SUNDAY
(MARATHON DAY)
On saturday night, i was very nervous about the marathon.
Huifang and me has agreed to meet at 6am as we dont know where is the place.we are afraid we may get lost. So, we met at 6am when our 10K marathon starts only at 8am.
It was a good experience. Running such a long distance for the first time.
But it was tiring, though.
HOWEVER, IM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF TO FINISH THE 10K!!hehe.
after that, we lunch together at YUSHINOYA!!!!!
healthy food, i guess?

MONDAY
went out with FAMILY!!((;
went to ORCHARD!!hehe
i went to orchard quite a few times in a week.
i simply love the lightings in orchard!
went to DFS's Soup Restaurant for dinner! MY FAV!!!!!!(;

2008-12-03T19:08:00.000-08:00

next wed is my marketing paper.there's alot of revision to do.ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!i still got exam in December???!!!!!arrrrggghhh!!!
December December December!!!((;
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!!!!
im super happy!!christmas is coming!(((((:
yays!!!!
im super excited for CHRISTMAS BASH!!
this year's theme is 'SUPER HEROES'
i think its hard to dress.so, maybe im not going to dress according to the theme.hehe.
super heroes......chun li??powerpuff girls??sailormoon??
whatever..im not going to dress in that way.so funny lah
hahaha
will think about it..(;

hmm..exam is less than a week's time.i havent been studying and revising much. );
my heart is willing, but my flesh is weak.really.i've been wanting to revise and mugging hard for this paper.However, i've been failing to do so.people,if you've read my post, pls pls pls pls pray for me.im in need of prayers.my brain just dont work properly.its functioning super duper slow!!!!arrgghh!!! God, may Your wisdom flow in me.Thank You Lord!(;

2008-12-01T12:42:00.000-08:00

EECHIAN:'wo kan wo kan' ((;
DEREK:thanks for your encouragement!(; as you know, im a computer idiot.i dont know how to reformat.haha.shall wait for my sis (;
THER:YES!my dear, you are one of them!(; thank you!*

exams drawing near.im having listening comprehension tmr.I shall wash my ear, dig it so that tmr i can hear better.hehe..

10 Dec got principles of marketing paper. );

2008-11-27T09:53:00.000-08:00

my laptop is sick.
its full of VIRUSES!!!
i cant update my blog at home.
thus, my blog is getting mouldy.
ok.

i've been thinking through alot these past few weeks.
its really hard to maintain a good and stable friendship.
i know my weakness.i tend to leave a person out when im with the other.
but, i really find it hard to handle this.
however, i've been trying my best to change and still will persevere on.
its kind of sad to go and count how many true and close friends i have.
really...hahaha...its like i can count with my five fingers?

seeing how many close friends i used to have has left me is really saddening.
but, this is life.
i cant complain.Because i still want to thank God that i still have a few close and true friends who accept me for who i am.
really! I've been blessed with these love.
thank you so much!

2008-11-19T23:07:00.000-08:00

as someone wants me to type 2000 words here.
i shall do it!
here it goes.....
im starting...

"2000 WORDS"

cool right?i wrote 2000 words leh!!!oh my!!!hahahaha...

2008-11-19T22:02:00.000-08:00

we went picnic.
YES, we went PICNIC!! hahahaha..
we planned to go to a park where people usually will go there for picnic.i forgot what park is that already. but, it rained on that day );
so, we went to vivo and find a place there to picnic.
we brought alot of food along with us.
we had sandwiches, french fries, champagne, snacks.
we played UNO and jenga.
here are the pictures we took.

CHRISTMAS TREE SO NICE RIGHT?!!! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!(;

me and sujia.i realised that i didnt really take much pics with her.

shermin:ok.this is the classic look.she complained that i always smile to the camera.all the same pose.so, i gave her this classic look.haha

OK.here are the photo-taking competition.see who can come out with the most pose wins.(we can only pose with the campagne bottle)

OF COURSE, IM THE WINNER!heh heh heh..

2008-11-16T17:36:00.000-08:00

I ENJOYED MYSELF!!((;
I shall let the pictures do all the talkings (;

2008-11-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

PLEASE READ THIS POST ALL THE WAY.

PLEASE DONT LEAVE HALF-WAY.

THIS POST IS REALLY IMPORTANT.

PLEASE..............

what if you die today?

where will you go?

im sure i will be going heaven!

what abt you, my beloved friends?

something to think about.

I'VE GOT SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU!!!!

are you willing to give Him a chance?are you willing to accept Him into you life?

He has died on the cross to wash away our sins.

who is willing to sacrifice his/her own life for you?

only someone who loves you deeply.the person is JESUS.

who will give you a love that is everlasting?unfailing?

only JESUS!

think about it...
i'm not forcing anyone to accept Him.
overall, its still your OWN choice.
BUT, i really want to let you know that JESUS REALLY LOVES YOU ALOT!!
please think about it.really.
i hope you will make a decision that you will never regret.

NEXT,

how to accept Him?
just a little prayer (;

Lord Jesus,
I now confess to You all of the wrong and sinful things that I have ever done in my life. I ask that You please forgive me and wash away all of my sins by the blood that You have personally shed for me on the cross. I am now ready to accept You as my personal Lord and Savior. I now ask that You come into my life and live with me for all of eternity.
Jesus - I now believe that I am truly saved and born again.
I thank You Lord, and i praise Your name, In Jesus name i ask and pray, Amen!

look at the positive

look at the bright side

dont give up

continue to persevere on

and you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel

when you see that light shining at you

you will smile

you will be happy

you will have a cheerful heart (;

MY GOD IS THE GREATEST!

HIS LOVE IS THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

I LOVE HIM!

HE LOVES ME!

*Thank You God for Your guidance and encouragements!YOU ARE THE BEST!(;

You are always in my heart.Nothing can replace this AWESOME God here named Yahweh!

2008-11-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

Lord Jesus,
i give my all to You
Send me and i will go for You
To the ends of the earth, I'll follow after You
I want the world to knowYour love endures forever
Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting You and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have Your way in me
Not my will, Yours be done
Here i stand within Your presence
Longing for Your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in Your courts
Hold me nowAnd never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious Saviour
I'm forever Yours
I will worship You
foreverI will worship You

2008-11-07T14:33:00.000-08:00

halloween at fareast..hahaha...it was super duper funny!!!

I'M ENERGIZED!!!!!!!
my battery has been charged to the MAX!!
heh heh heh heh...
thanks people for your concerns ((;
appreciate it!(;

ytd was AWESOME!!
after project work, we had suki sushi buffet!!!
the process was GOOD!!!
but.......
after the whole thing, we felt like vomitting...
i guess when we first started, we kept starving food into our mouth.(we were really hungry by then)
we kept laughing in suki sushi.had a great time together!(;
after that, we went to sentosa.awesome time together!(;
photos to be posted another day b'cos all the photos are with sujia.

2008-11-05T20:24:00.000-08:00

i feel so lonely without my sis with me at home...

i feel so lonely without my parents with me at home...

sis having attachment in hospital..parents out for visitation...

i'm so lonely lonely lonely....

i dislike loneliness...i dislike being at home without my loved ones...

my house is so quiet now );

i dont like...

my sis always ask me why you dont like to stay at home alone when you're having holidays or when you are free??

the reason is because i dislike the silence...

i prefer sounds....noise.....instead of silence...

me and my sis has this huge difference.

she likes to stay at home alone playing computer games, reading books...

however, i like to go out with my loved ones and spend time together with them instead of spending time with myself alone..

not that i dont read books..I READ!i read books on buses, MRT...whenever im alone, i will read books...

currently, im reading "the language of LOVE".its a good book.bought it from campers crusade.

this book shares stories of families..their family stories...I LOVE IT!

i like to read this kind of stories!!((;

ok...hope tmr will be better!(;

i'm going home without my sis with me on sat.that's a very sad thing..because i really LOVE her alot and would treasure all these moments with her...

haiz...its ok..

God is my consoler, my refuge and strength!(;

**I KNOW TMR WILL BE BETTER FOR ME!(;

2008-11-04T08:35:00.000-08:00

yesterday was MONDAY!!!
so....its FORMAL WEAR!!!(;
i starts to like being in corporate wear.
its like cool can?!
i simply love it!
although i need to think what to wear every monday, but i still enjoyed it!(;
however, the high heels was the 'KILLER'!!
my feet hurts like MAD!
hahaha..
when i took off the heels, i can feel the pain and ache..
its crazy....
my feet still hurts today!! ):
but overall, i still LOVE IT!!
it helps me to experience being a lady working in some company..
hahahha....
corporate wear is so cool!!!
next time when im older, when i go out to work and i need to be in corporate attire, i dont need to worry anymore..

**currrently, im having 3 projects...

2008-10-30T21:15:00.000-07:00

THERESA:i really enjoyed going out with this girl here.girl, you are my sweetheart.Thanks for always been there for me whenever i need you.a strong-minded person.i admit that im not a strong minded person.haha.but....different people,different character i can say..
really thank God for you!(; enjoyed myself with you every moment we are together. (;
I LOVE YOU!!((;

SUNDAY:we went cycling.this pic was took after we've reached the end point.my face was RED!me and Ther wore the SAME shirt!!hahaha...i enjoyed the time with you people!(; thanks huifang for organising!((; huifang has STRONG legs!!

MON:MUEN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY-i had fun taking pics with my sis, yanni and Ther.

:BUGIS-with SNN and Ther.we went to MOF first.NICE!!!this time round, the food there was YUMMY!!! after that went to bugis street.oh man!IT WAS CROWDED.my head was spinning with my suroundings.but, overall, i really enjoyed myself.we crap alot together!((;

YTD:westmall-met up with emeline.i had subway for my dinner.eme had curry chicken rice at old chang kee.it was a good experience sitting at the old chang kee shop eating.especially with someone you care for.i simply enjoyed myself with you, eme.although its just a meal, but im sure we enjoyed ourselves!!((; lets meet up again! I LOVE YOU!!(;

2008-10-29T10:14:00.000-07:00

i'm very contented with this layout, except the tagboard(;

but, i dont know how to adjust the tagboard..

anybody can help me??

hahahaha...

i kept trying, but in the end, its still the same. :(

sorry for the HOT PINK!hahhaa

that's my FAV colour.

i'll change the layout colour and picture at times (;

so, dont worry..hahah..

anyways, i would like to say this to DOREEN, JUNJIE, RYAN, JOEL, TIMO, WARREN (did i miss anyone?if i did, im sorry) that: YOU CAN DO IT FOR YOUR O LEVELS!HAVE FAITH!!((;

JIAYOU!!!((;

REPLIES:

derek:i dont know how to adjust.im not pro enough.hahaha..(;

Ther:my dear, i ENJOYED myself too. ((; I LOVE YOU!!

Georgina:i'll try my best to make the words easier for readers to read (;

GIANT:THANK YOU!(; hahahaha.. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O's dude!

Doreen:hahaha...JIA YOU FOR YOUR O LEVELS, my dear!((;

Mingyang:i where got eat and eat????

2008-10-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

in school...
ROTTING!!!
2hours wasted );
my teacher was on course, so we dont have lesson on );
so BOREDDDD!!!!!
anyways, im super happpyyyy right now~~ (((:
i've got 4 days of FREEDOM for meeeeeee.....
no lesson for me on fri and mon!!
fri:teacher on course, mon:deepavali
YAYYS!!! YAYYYS!!! YAYYYYS!!
GOD IS GOOD!!!!(((((((;
excited for SATURDAYY!!!
CHURCH!!!!
can't wait to meet up with cell mates!!!!
cell group!!!(((;
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!!
sunday going cycling!!
YAYYS!!!!
an exercising week for me!!((;

2008-10-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

today:22 OCT 2008
went gym with huifang.
now,IM FULLY RECHARGED!!(;
after that went to MOF.
i had the mango kakigori(no.8090)
hmmm...its not up to what i've expected.
i've expected it to be like super delicious?
haha..
but i guess its kind of cool..
i like the ice-cream most.
although its vanilla ice-cream, but it reminded me of the milk i drank when i was in nursery..
anyways. i really enjoyed myself today.
because....IM WITH HUIFANG!!!
i laughed alot!thanks for the joy!(;
sunday going to cycle with huifang and her cell grp..
YAYYSS!!!

2008-10-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

today
going school in corporate wear.
it was a good experience.
however, everyone in school look at us as if we are aliens );
hahha..
dark brown top, black flowy skirt, black heels.
actually, i find myself so much more mature today with this dressing..
people in class always call me "xiao mei mei".
BUT, today i looked more mature.so, NO MORE!!
hahahhaa..
i'm really very happy that im so much closer to the people in my class..whether they are guys or girls..
YAYYYYYYYSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
**GEORGIANA GOT MORE FRIENDS IN SCHOOL!!
hahahhahaa..
i will definitely treasure all these moments with everyone.really.
i've left with only 1year plus with my school mates.
it may sound long, but, time flies FAST!!
i will never forget how my classmates[shermin(my love:who always make me smile.her sincerity really touches me AND THANK YOU FOR BAKING THE BROWNIE CAKE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!),sujia(my close:thanks for always accompanying me to IMM),michael(my joy:he always brightens up my day.telling me jokes and lame stuffs),terrence(he is funny and blur..hahah..so, he brought alot of laughters to me),aaron(student counsel,always make weird expressions.haha)]
this birthday really touches me.
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH with all the surprises!!!!

thinking back, i used to be ashamed of myself getting into ITE.
however, with all the failures in my life, it helps me to be a stronger girl.
no one's life is perfect.
different people faces different difficulties..
just that mine may be studies, etc..

being in ITE is nothing to be ashamed of..
NOW,
i dont care how others look at me.
i dont care what others may say about me.
because, Jesus, You are my STRENGTH!
He've gave me courage to face all these..
Now, i want to help people who are like the 'past me'.
im a girl who lacked of confidence.
BUT, guess what?
God gave me this business(admin) course to build my confidence.
this semester, there's a module called business communication.
this module will allow me to have more confidence in myself and the things i do.
God blessed me a teacher who really makes my heart pumps fast(gan chiong) in every of his lesson.(mr herman).
why??
because, he always ask us to do things that i'm scared of, no confidence.
he likes to ask questions that i dont know how to answer.
BUT, this really helps me to think and have more confidence.
PRAISE YOU LORD!

God, i really want to do well this semester.
help me.
lessons had been dry.. );

2008-10-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

AT THE EARTHQUAKE AFFECTED SCHOOL:

edward, me, SNN((;

i miss the days in China..

today is the first day of school as school reopened..

modules are harder );

but im not going to give up, NO, NEVER!!!

why??

because, i've got Jesus!!(;

He gives me STRENGTH, HOPE, ENERGY!!

His love is UNFAILING..

He is my ENCOURAGEMENT!!

He is my LOVE!!

He is my GUIDANCE!!

He is my EVERYTHING!!

He is TRUE!!

He is LOVE!!

He is HOPE!!

He is STRENGTH!!

He is EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

*LORD, You REIGN!!!

I'll do my BEST for You!

no more procrastination!!NO MORE!!NO MORE!!NO MORE!!!

2008-10-07T13:30:00.000-07:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Physical Touch:		8
Acts of Service:		5
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

http://www.youthnetsouthampton.org.uk/breakout/lovelanguages.php

today:i was thinking back about the things and people God has placed in my life, what He has done for me and has blessed me, how He used me, how He used people..Its really amazing.I really thank God for giving me opportunities to speak into people's lives.I really love to encourage people, giving them advises, talking to them, listening to them telling me regarding their lives.seeing how God uses such an ordinary girl like me to encourage people really touches me.i'm just an ordinary girl, but God still use me.So, why cant God use you?For those people who think that they are not worthy, but God will still choose to use you.why??because He loves you!!He always gives us a second chance.If you feel that you're not worthy, then who's worthy?i mean as human beings, we'll definitely have sins in our lives.But God still chose to forgive us.If you feel that God cant use you because you are not good enough, then why can God still use me?People, GET UP!!
God will definitely use you if you allow Him to.sometimes you will be amazed by what God did.If you feel that you've got lousy character, then start building a better character NOW instead of self-pity-ing and not doing anything.Don't give yourself excuses like:"oh, i will definitely not make it!building character is not easy.you thought want to change then can change meh?"why not?Its never easy to change, but if you put in efforts and using God's strength, WHY NOT???I'm not saying you'll change straight away.It takes time.some people may take a short period of time, some might need a longer time.But, so what?Although it may take a long time, but you've already started changing.It's in a process.wait patiently and you will see the results(;

2008-10-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

random: lets meet up, huifang!!(;

friday went to a golf club event.

FORMAL WEAR!

need to wear high heels and dress.

its my first time wearing a pair of high heels and its hard for me to walk.

i had to stand for hours in there.

but i enjoyed it last friday.

i ushered the president of the club.

overall, its a good experience except for the high heels part.

my feet were swollen );

reached home around 12AM.

today is 'gala' dinner.

going to M Hotel.

not going there to have fun, but to learn from the event organisers.

we've to do what they asked us to.

but i dont mind.

as long as it will help me in any ways for my module when school reopens.

i pray that everything will run smoothly today.

today, people will be dressing glamorously for this dinner.

i also need to dress that way.

HIGH HEELS again?! );

im going to bring one extra pair of pumps so that i can change after the whole thing ends (;

today, i hope it will be a fruitful day for me. (;

2008-09-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

i really missed those days we had together in the night, huiwen.hahahhaha..i know you missed my "chantings".I REALLY miss those days we had "leg fights"!it was fun!(;

currently job hunting.anybody got any jobs for me???
i want to work, to earn money!!!

tmr going to meet some pri 6 kids.really feeling excited now.
God, pls guide me throughout the whole thing tmr.
No fear is in me, because i've got You, Lord!!(;
Seeing how true Jesus is in China mission trip really helps my faith to another level.
Thank You Lord for giving me this GOLDEN opportunity to serve You.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!(;

2008-09-24T22:14:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM CHINA!!!!!!

it was really an AWESOME trip!!!!

seeing how God led me throughout this whole trip really amazed me

this is a korean costume.

quite cool..its so cheap lah..10 yuan with 3 pics..SUPER SUPER CHEAP!!!!((;

there's alot to say...lazy to type..

i'll update more another day(;

2008-09-15T12:24:00.000-07:00

THER:I WILL MISS YOU!!(;
i'm going to China with SNN and gina!!(;
ther:someone who is always there supporting me, giving me advises.bringing joy into my life.She's someone who has been blessing me so much love(; i PRAISE GOD for blessing me such a sister who is there to love me(;

SNN:someone who cared for me, crack jokes with me.she's so NICE can.always there to guide me.thank you SNN.i'll treasure all the moments we had together(;

gina:someone who is funny.her 'coolness' is so cool.hahahaha...going to China with her.will get to know her better.

will miss SVV too.she's someone who always make me THINK.now, i became someone who thinks more than before.thank you so much.(; thinking and imagine how cell grp can/will function, how i can contribute to help GB becoming a better company.all these i had never thought of before, now i will.its good.this has also helped me to think more and use more brain juice.(; thank you thank you thank you!!((;

Eme:i will miss you!!!dont give up, girl!YOU CAN DO IT!!((; i know you can!have confidence in yourself.when im gone and you got probs, must go and share to someone(lisa,weihao)!!!dont keep anything to yourself.LOVE YOU, my dear!JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

**IM PROUD OF YOU FOR YOUR PERSEVERANCE!!!(:*

doreen:WHOOOOO!!!!!hahahahh...someone dear to me.thanks for having the trust in me.thanks for sharing.thanks for everything.im really very happy that you shared these things to me.i will definitely keep you in prayers!my dear girl, DONT GIVE UP!God will DEFINITELY guide you throughout the whole thing.trust in Him.LOVE YOU!!we are super noisy group!with ryan also!!hahaha

tsueyzhen:i will definitely miss you!pls pls pls, if you got any probs and im not back, pls pls go and share to lisa or weihao.dont keep everything to yourself, ok?rmb what i told you on sat?regarding the burden thingy?so, pls dont keep things to yourself.you can msg me in China.i think its not very ex.SMILES, my dear friend.i know you can do it whether its in school or family.TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, SOUL and MIND.((; take good care of yourself(;

i will also miss huifang and sarah!!!both of them are my fun and loving friends!!!!I LOVE BOTH OF YOU!!

huifang:thanks for always encouraging me to run.when im back, i will go running with you.((; huifang huifang huifang..you are someone dear to me.prove it?suree!!bcos of you, i registered 10K marathon with you.this is something that i will never do!haha..so, you are important in my life.I LOVE YOU!!thanks for always making me laugh((; i can see that our relationship is growing deeper and my love for you is getting deeper.hahahaha..this sounds like im writing a love letter.oh..of course it is.just that im writing to a girl.hahaha..thanks for sacrificing your pay to meet up with me.IM REALLY TOUCHED BY YOU, MY DEAR!!((:

this post is so long....hahahhaha..

*people, keep me in prayers!!((;

thank you so so so much!!((;

2008-09-14T01:11:00.000-07:00

I WILL MISS THEM!!!((; ther and sarah!!((;

woooo!!!!!!!IM GOING TO CHINA THIS TUES!!!!
IM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!!!!

it is by His grace and mercy that i can go((; *PRAISE YOU LORD*

2008-08-24T12:13:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY

went out with my good good friend, theresa!!!!((;
we went bugis...girl,i really enjoyed myself yesterday.it was FUN!!((;
I LOVE THERESA!!I LOVE THERESA!!I LOVE THERESA!!
Yushinoya was DELICIOUS....i love it!yum yum yum yum.......
thinking of it now makes me drool.....
the time we ate roasted chestnut on the bench and talk lame jokes....
it was really quality time spent.(;
oh ya....stop dropping the half roasted chestnut on the floor..
it looks funny.like beetle like that..hahahhahahhh..
YUSHINOYA YUSHINOYA YUSHINOYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

examination is around the corner....2 more weeks to go....
people,pls keep me in prayers...
i want to do well(ok,who dont want to do well, right?)
God,pls give me wisdom and knowledge to study.
after my exams, i can go out shopping and PLAY!!!((;
i shall meet theresa and sis anne out one day after my exams(;

this coming fri is teachers day celebration.
IM HAPPY AND IS WAITING ANXIOUSLY FOR THIS DAY TO COME!!!
why???
1st:its a day whereby i dont need to study.(a break for me!!!!)
2nd:WILL BE GOING ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!((((((;

these two reasons are good enough to make me go crazy!!!
hahahahhaahahhhh......

>>>>>>>>>THERESA IS MY LOVE<<<<<<<<<<<<<

2008-08-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

SIS:3 words:I LOVE YOU!!!!!sis,you are really very important to me.you are my LOVE!!!!I REALLLY REALLLLY REALLLLY REALLLY REALLLLY LOVE YOU!!!!YOU ARE MY NUMBER (2).bcos GOD IS MY NUMBER (1).((; thank you for always loving me for who i am.i also love you for who you are.thank you so much for showering me so much LOVE,CARE and CONCERN.sis,lets give our very best in everything we do.i know you will and i will try my very best too.let's glorify God in the things we do.thanks for teaching me so much.giving me advises,encouragements.thank you for EVERYTHING!I LOVE YOU!!((; im really touched by all the things you've done for me.you're FOREVER IN MY HEART!!!((;

THERESA:this woman here is someone who i really confide in.always there giving me encouragements and advises.I LOVE YOU,my woman!!!!((; we talk,we quarrel,we share,we learn,we laugh,we joke,we tease,we smile,we play together.its really not easy to have this kind of friendship.lets treasure this friendship that we have now.i LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU((: i will never forget the times we had together.**YOU ARE LOVED BY ME**

SARAH:this pic is the most recent pic that i can find in my com.hahahahha..I MISS CANOEING!!!that canoeing trip was really enjoyable. ((;

this pic is like super long ago lah.hahahhaahh....when we are still in secondary school days.hahhahhahahahahhh..i remembered you coming to my house when you still live in CCK.we talked,laughed and do super crazy stuffs....thanks for always cheering me up.i really do love you,my dear.although we dont spend as much time together as before,but i hope that our friendship will stay strong like before(; all the best for your A levels.i'll keep you in prayers((;

ok,saw these 2 pics,so i shall post it.its on my birthday.(; we had FUN games...thanks lisa and sarah for planning all these FUN and DISGUSTING(i've got so much whipped cream which i dislike on my hair) games. (; ewwwww...hahahhaa...but its fun.i really enjoyed myself.thank you thank you thank you((; look at the funny doreen and shy eme..hahahahhaa..

FRIDAY:had dinner with eme(; enjoyed ourselves.its really fun going out with you,my dear.you really brightens up my day.thank you once again for the encouragement.thank you.a simple dinner together makes us happy.this shows that our friendship is deifinitely STRONG(; i love you,my dear((;

thanks eme for making me a MONSTERRRRRR!!!!!BUT,i know IM NOT!!!hahahhahahahhhh...

my shy emeline is LOVELY((;

hey people,do give encouragements to one another instead of negative comments.giving encouragements to one another wont hurt anyone.instead,it will help build each other up.giving negative comments will just hurt people.so people,***ENCOURAGE ONE ANOTHER and BUILD ONE ANOTHER UP.((;

***POSITIVE THINKING IS ALL YOU NEED***

2008-08-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

NO MOVIE FOR ME TODAY!!!! );
my long awaiting movie.....

going to meet huifang later..happy happy happy****(((;
yays yays yays!!!((;

2008-08-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW !!((:

You're my sunshine,my only sunshine.you make me happy.............

guess why im so so so happy??????

b'cos im going to watch "MONEY NOT ENOUGH" tomorrow!!!**CANT WAIT!!seriously..i've been wanting to watch that show.but...........nvm.Thank God,now i've people going to watch with me(((;

im also happy..meeting Theresa,doreen and gina later.......
hahahhahaha...our friendship is getting STRONGER and STRONGER...
im like so happy lah.....

going prayer meeting later.arent that joyous?hahahhahahah....
*MY GOD IS SO GOOD AND AWESOME!!!
HE ALWAYS GUIDE ME THROUGH...............
and,the MOST TOUCHING PART is: HE ALWAYS PROVIDE MY FAMILY IN ALL WAYS!!!!!!((;

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!((;

I ALSO WANT TO THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME FRIENDS TO ENCOURAGE AND LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM.I REALLY ENJOYED ALL THE LAUGHTERS WE HAD WHEREVER WE ARE.

i seriously enjoyed myself last sat.during cell group,sang national songs with sarah.it was really enjoyable.*thank you sarah.although im not sure whether she will read my blog anot..but,i still want to thank her.(;

i enjoyed the game we played in the arcade with ther,dor and gina...
the talk we had at the ulu playground ((;
hahahahha...thank you all for all the laughters.
i really love my life b'cos i have all of you in my life.each and everyone of your play a part in my life.so,continue to treasure this friendship.continue to love me because i will continue to love all of you (:

2008-08-07T20:46:00.000-07:00

have been feeling sick these few days...);
nose bleed nose bleed nose bleed......

ytd went to SINGAPORE MUSEUM!!i really enjoyed it!its interesting.we get to walk around the museum with headphones.the headphone will guide us,telling us regarding the history of the different people.maybe is because im interested in the history of singapore and the people in the olden days.i like i like...one day when im free and got money,i will visit the museum again.b'cos we only got 3hrs in there..seriously not enough.i didnt manage to finish the whole museum.who wants to go singapore museum??((; hahahahaha...

I LOVE SINGAPORE MUSEUM.I LOVE SINGAPORE MUSEUM.I LOVE SINGAPORE MUSEUM!!!!!!(((;

2008-07-31T10:06:00.000-07:00

after i've replied all the tags,i realised that its kind of hard to read.so,as a KIND SOUL,i shall type them in here.(;

T-chinadoll:hahahaha..dont kill me for putting the nick i gave you here..I LOVE YOU!!((; thanks for always supporting me and giving me the encouragements i need((; LOVE LOVE((;

T-lisa:thanks thanks thanks!!(;the photos we took from your lappy very cool right??hhahhaa.. sorry for taking SOOooooo many pics in there.after you've send,you can delete them.but,i know you will want to keep my BEAUTIFUL,ADORABLE face in your lappy.HAHAHHAHA.. *SHY*

T-Theresa:i know your fav.colour is purple.so,your name shall be purplish in colour (; I LOVE YOU,dear!!!you really mean alot to me!!thanks for always been there listening to me,giving me supports,encouraging me,giving me real good advises.i know i can count on you!!THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!((;

T-Ang Gong Gong:ok,ANG GONG GONG IS HERE!!!hahahahaha((;

thats all.all tags replied!!(;

2008-07-29T19:35:00.000-07:00

ytd had performance at University Cultural Centre.woke up early in the morning.went out of my house so much earlier than my usual timing.BUT,it came at a super late time.so tired..had rehearsal there...quite fun.had fun with the girls..hahahhaha...then after that,went prayer meeting.its a good sermon from ps song (;

after that,uncle dawson send us home.i was feeling sick by then.i nose bleed and mum prayed for me.thank you,mum((; i've been nose bleeding recently.do pray for me (; thanks.this week is a busy week for me.IM SERIOUSLY TIRED!!!!arrghhh...sorry girls,i may not be able to meet you all up for discipleship.im really drained.next week ok?i promise(; i need a break.how i wish i can have an afternoon nap at home right now.i need to sleep....

2008-07-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

just came back from sarah's birthday celebration.really want to take this opportunity to say a big 'THANK YOU' to LISA!!((; she has really put in alot of effort in this.thank you.((; i really love her house's cuttlefish.hahaha..so niceeee.....i ate almost all..the potato salad was really delicious!!!she can be a good cook.hahahha...((; went home at about 10plus.thank you edward for sending me home ((; really appreciate it ((; tmr got COM rehearsal.only can go home at a later time );

2008-07-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

tired tired tired....
im drained...seriously...
there seems to be so many things for me to do.....
im tired,but You gave me strength...
i can NEVER be HAPPY all the time....
i can NEVER be SMILING WIDELY all the time...
i can NEVER be encouraging people all the time...
because.....IM ALSO A HUMAN....

but,IM SURE GOD IS MY HELPER!!((;
JIAYOU ba,GEORGIANA((;

2008-07-22T01:27:00.000-07:00

decided to change blogskin b'cos i got many feedbacks from people that my older blogskin is hard to navigate.ok.so here you go.....(;

i've got OFA project.gotta finish it asap.i find EXCEL real hard.gonna have Excel exam soon..need to work extra hard.there are just so many steps and things to press....aiyo.hahahaha..

sunday had dinner with family.so NICE can!!!!we had CRAB!!soooooooo DELICIOUS!!!!I LOVE CRABS!!!hahahhahaha..especially when ITS A FAMILY DINNER!!(;

saturday had dinner with cell group.it was a good time to bond with each other,getting to know each other better.how i wish everyone can go dinner together.especially when we get to have more people in the cell.now,im in weihao's cell grp.i really would like to mix ard with the ppl in the group,to know them better.i hope that all of us can have dinner together(; cell group dinner time is not just eating together,but,getting to know each other better.not in your own cliques,but with EVERYONE(; it is still our cell group time.can you imagine having a UNITED cell group?people always tend to complain that cell group is not united.but,do you put in effort to help build up the cell group to become united?i know there are many ways to build cell group to become united.but,having dinner together with the cell group is the first step we can take to bond.let's put in effort to make this small group get united together(; your can always buy food from macs or whatever food you want to eat back to the place the cell group will be eating.((;

2008-07-15T15:12:00.000-07:00

yesterday's prayer meeting was AWESOME.i've learnt alot from God yesterday.we human beings always tend to gossip.seriously!especially GIRLS.i admit that i do gossip at times.got to change.its HARD!especially when you see people who "wear mask". we tend to say about them.however,ytd,i learnt that when we gossip,hatred starts to become deeper between both parties.thus,we will hate each other more and we will not have peace in us.from tpday onwards,i shall try my very best not to gossip.i shall not make any excuses that its just girls nature to gossip.i should take this out of my mind.lets have peace with the people around us.then there will not be any hatred,conflicts,fights among us(;

YESTERDAY was my MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!((;
so happy!after prayer meeting,went home with daddy and mummy.we took taxi home.dad asks sis to buy a birthday cake for mummy.so,after school sis went to buy.half way in taxi,dad caled sis and say that we are reaching home soon..hinting my sis to prepare the birthday cake so that we can surprise mum.in the end,sis thought we will take some time to reach home.so she take her time to prepare.hahaha.in the end,she heard our voice,she 'gan chiong'.hahahhaha..so funny when i see her reaction.in the end mum saw it ;o dad prayed for mum.so HAPPYYYYYY~~~
then ask aunty to cook some food for us.b'cos i didnt had my dinner.it was lovely to see my family so united and harmonious!(; THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME SUCH A QONDERFUL FAMILY!!(:

ENCOURAGEMENTS DO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE AND BRING PEOPLE TO GREATER HEIGHTS!!

2008-07-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

would like to take this chance to say a BIG "THANK YOU" to tsueyzhen,aaron and michael.thanks for the encouragements that your had given me(; thank you thank you thank you.encouragements really encouraged me alot to work harder for my studies (;

saturday was AWESOME!! NUBIAN GENTS CAME!how i wish my bones were as flexible as theirs..hahahhaa...their dance was really very nice and well-coordinated.I LOVE IT!(; wells...God has always ensured me that He loves me for who i am.whether im pretty or not is not impt.but my internal beauty is the most impt out of all.if a person has a good character,no matter how he/she looks,he/she will still look good.they will never look ugly.bcos the goodness in them brings out the radiance.i shall work towards my internal beauty(character,attitude,etc).((;

as usual.dinner with jj,tim,shimin and liangjing who just joined us back.hahahha..we crap.lamers gathering together..hahahah..cell games was FUN.i forgot what's the "sound effect" already.but all the sound effect was funny.kept laughing during that game.hahahahah..shall play again one day!(;

heard that DOREEN has discharged.i want to visit her one day.got to see when im free and i shall visit her.she is a dear to me.i love all her craps and lame jokes!!she simply brings LAUGHTERS and JOY into my life!(:

HAPPY(;

2008-07-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

im having my office fundamental module right now.teacher is not in the room.no teacher to teach me ofa..i gotta work hard now.REAL HARD,seriously!just got back my business fundamental result.i got 31/50.i kinda HAPPY b'cos i've studied REAL REAL HARD for it and i got a 'B'.ok,maybe for most of your,a 'B' is like nothing to you.but a 'B' to me in my business module is really kinda good.but i will not be complacent,i will continue to work hard and do better for next test.i wanna go to poly!!really WANT!!i will try my very best to do well.this semester i did badly.next semester i better do well.i dont wanna disappoint my parents again.i've disappoint my parents once and i dont wana do it again.especially to my dad.i need help in my ACCOUNTINGS!!help help help..

i really thank God for blessing me SIS NANA,THERESA,MY SIS AND MY PARENTS!they have really been a GREAT SUPPORT in my life.always there for me,cheering me up!I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!without S.N.N,theresa and my sis,i guess i dont really have much support in church.i really felt LOVED by them!REALLY!if they really happen to see my blog,i would like to say THANK YOU,and LOVE YOU!you all are great support to me!!(;

**people,pls pray for me that i will be able to study hard and do well in my studies!love all of you!(;

2008-07-09T19:24:00.000-07:00

hey people,hahahahahah....IM SUPER HAPPY NOW!!!my dear dear MONKEY is back to school!!!hahahahha...having OFA lesson..ok,i got back my OFA results.i did fairly for my OFA.i got a C.one more marks and i can get a B.sad

2008-07-07T19:24:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL,IM BACK.

school started.this means that i can do very little like meeting out my cell mates,visiting doreen,etc..sad ); school started,i really got no time to visit doreen.i really want to support her physically(as in go down to hospital to visit her,talk to her,crap with her).but school has been keeping me busy.i end school at 4/5pm everyday.and my parents will be unhappy if i go down during school days.nvm,i shall visit her during weekends.*DOREEN,WAIT FOR ME!!i know its really bored to stay in hospital and its really pain with all those needles poking your hand.but my dear girl,YOU CAN DO IT!!we are all behind you,supporting you!!i will keep you in prayers.although i cannot supprt you physically,but i will be there supporting you spiritually,mentally.I LOVE YOU!!dont worry so mLuch abt your sickness b'cos God will DEFINITELY heal you!!HAVE FAITH!!((: LOVE YOU !!(;

i really find myself not a good child.i really spend very little time with my family.*I REALLY LOVE MY PARENTS!!and i know that THEY LOVE ME TOO!!i will really do my best to spend more time with my family.i want to give them my best.I WANT TO HONOUR THEM!no more talking back,no more grumblings..NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE!!!!!

2008-06-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

today is monday.this week will be the last week of holis..so sad..but wells..there's pros and cons.'pros' is that i'll be able to see shermin,sujia and aaron sooonn.....yays!!!we can get to crap with each other,laugh with each other and tease at each other!!!YAYS!!*HAPPY*hahhaa..today met up with andy and tsueyzhen.andy just came back from Aussie ytd.WELCOME BACK,andy!(: thank God for bringing him back to singapore safely(; after that went town with tz.singapore is really really very small.oh man!town is getting more and more boring.almost every girl dressed up the same.its kind of boring.shops selling almost the same design clothes.gotta spend my holi 'days' well..last whole week has been spending most of the time at home or in hospital.God has been really taking good care of my granny.HE IS AWESOME!!!I THANK GOD!!!grandma was admitted to ICU for 4 days.her condition was kind of serious ); i was worried when i saw tubes inserted in her.i prayed and God answered my prayers!(; I REALLY LOVE MY GRANNY!!(;seeing how God has been preserving her.i'm really very thankful to God.without Him,i guess my granny wont be here in this earth now.she's old already but she is still very STRONG and ALERT!with God's help,my grandma gained back her health and she can even joke with me.IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!(: PRAISE GOD! love Him!!((;
tmr gonna revise work with vivian.hahahhaa..study hard study hard..though there's no test after holiday,but i guess needa revise.my brain is kind of slow.so,i've gotta be more hardworking than the rest.but,i still thank God for this brain(:

2008-06-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

ok,since my good friend shermin is complaining,i shall post a post..hahaha..'post a post'???

i would like to thank shermin,sujia,aaron,terrence,michael for celebrating my birthday(; it was a memorable on..giving me all the SURPRISES!!!thank you all so so much!!!(; thank you monkey for baking such a wonderful birthday cake.ITS YUMMY AND DELICIOUS!!!!thank you thank you thank you!!!!cable car was fun with you people's accompany!(; ENJOYED ENJOYED ENJOYED!!((; to my dear dear shermin:no matter what happens,dont be so sad.because you've got me and sujia.I LOVE YOU,MY FRIEND!!study hard and dont allow this thing to affect you for so long,ok?(; i know its hard,but,you got to let go so that you wont be so painful!((; I LOVE MY SHERMIN AND SUJIA!!i really appreciate sujia for doing a handmade card for me!I'VE SEEN YOUR EFFORTS!!!!thank you all!!((;

02. an invasion of posts!

2008-06-08T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hello tiny pea-sized World,

E - ever-wonderful
M- Meloncholic
E- ever-playful
L- lovablexxxx
I- independant
N- nostalgic
E- every one loves.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXXX

01. flashybabyflash

2008-06-08T04:43:00.001-07:00

Hey giana! Ive found this skin for you as I didnt have time to make one for you! but i'll make one for you asap! yeah! hope you like it :)

Insert your tagboard! Well, Takecare and lotsa lotsa Love yop? you love your lady emeline! i'll be back from msia, as fast as you know it! Dont miss me! :O

XXXXXX
LADY EMELINE

2008-06-08T02:38:00.001-07:00

went to singapore flyers to celebrate BRX birthday..it was another experience gained although its not very fun(; but we took many many pics there!!!((; HAHAHAHA.....sat was fun!!after svc we went to al -ameen to eat.we crap alot!!hahaha..well time spent!unfortunately my dear doreeeennn not there ): miss miss miss...nvm,i will meet up with her during the week(; today went canoeing with the leaders.SO SO SO SO SO FUN!!!my arms kind of aching.but everything's WORTH IT!!!!i love it!(; didnt take any pics there ); but it really AWESOME!!(; canoeing canoeing canoeing...tmr is CHURCH CAMP.I REALLY WANT TO GO!!!!arrrgghhhh...im gonna miss out ALOT of things ); andy's in aussie now.people,please keep him in prayers! lets be PRAYER WARRIORS!!((; goodbye!(;

SMILES,PEOPLE!!((;

2008-06-02T18:35:00.000-07:00

TO MY DEAREST DOREEN(my singing partner and lamer),EMELINE(pretty lady and someone i can share my problems to),SHIMIN(blur queen),JUNJIE(giant and lamer),TIM(good listener and good adviser),VIDAS(my media guy,ronald macdonald and lamer).HEY PEOPLE,LISTEN AND READ PROPERLY!((; I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!ALTHOUGH SOME OF YOU MAY NOT BE IN THE SAME GROUP AS ME ANYMORE,BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!(; EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME GROUP,MUST COME AND TALK TO ME OK?WE CAN ALWAYS STILL CRAP LIKE WE ALWAYS DO,WE CAN LAUGH OUT UNTIL OUR LUNGS COME OUT,WE CAN STILL GO OUT SHOPPING OR OUTING TOGETHER!(; I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE THE RELATIONSHIP WE HAVE,IN FACT,WE CAN BUILD A EVEN STRONGER RELATIONSHIP WITH EACH OTHER.(; GOING TO OTHER GROUPS CAN HELP YOUR GROW.I DONT MIND.IM NOT GIVING UP ON YOUR,BUT,IF GOING TO A BETTER ENVIRONMENT CAN HELP YOUR GROW,WHYNOT?I CANT BE SELFISH AND ALWAYS HOLDING ON TO YOUR,WHEN GOING TO A BETTER ENVIRONMENT CAN HELP YOUR GROW.I THING THAT I HOPE YOUR WILL NEVER FORGET IS THAT I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!ALWAYS!!EVEN THOUGH WE MAY NOT BE IN THE SAME GROUP, BUT I WILL STILL LOVE YOUR,WE CAN STILL CRAP AND STUFFS!!((;

***I LOVE YOU PEOPLE((;

2008-05-31T20:23:00.000-07:00

let me present to you,my RAT!!!((;she eats alot,but she wont grow fat );

my DEAR MONKEY and me on the way to sentosa.((; let me tell you,she look darker than this.dont know why these pics make her look so FAIR!hahahaa..shermin,this colour suits you better!((;

SATURDAY

radical comference!!!!((;

radical conference was AWESOME!(; pastor Preston was COOL!!before sermon,we played some "ice-breakers".the sermon spoke to me.i needa change myself then i can change others.if you yourself is not changed,how can you change others.gota help yourself first.or else you will also pull others down.praise and worship was AWESOME!!!((; i'm renewed by God once again(; I LOVE JESUS!!He is my life,my love((; after conference,i got terrible headache.i guess is due to lack of sleep.these few days have been sleeping late and waking up early ); I DONT WANT TO BE PANDA!!heh heh heh..i feel that having a blog is good.i can share everything here (; my dear dear DOREEN!!she wants her name here.so here's YOUR BIG NAME!!heh heh heh..honoured anot?hahaha...DOREEN is my SINGING PARTNER and also CRAPPY PARTNER.hahaha.we crap together and say lame jokes.thats how we lame giant and timo.hahahaha..thats fun man!!!((; EMELINE>shes beautiful.but guys,although she's single,but shes UNAVAILABLE too!!hahahahah...shes a good listener.i can share my problems with her b'cos i know she can be counted on!(; I LOVE MY CHURCH!I LOVE MY SMALL GROUP! i've learnt from ytd sermon that whenever i feel lonely,God is there,loving me.whenever im sad,He is there to care for me.whenever im discouraged,He is there to encourage me.whenever im angry,He is there to calm me down,comforting me.that is why i LOVE MY GOD SO SO MUCH!((;